Sunday, March 18, 2007

Another Dark Tunnel -- Next Stop, Who Knows

There are changes in life that we accurately anticipate the results of (endings we know are coming because of the finality or impermanence of a situation -- graduations, births, etc. -- events where, should all things go as planned, the resulting outcome is easy to qualify and anticipate), but there are other changes that are so open-ended that there is no way to begin to surmise what their final result will be.

In all areas of my life right now, I'm faced with this total, all-out nebulous trajectory of not knowing. Everything is in a state of change and flux and there's no way to anticipate what the results will be. I feel like I'm riding on a train barreling toward the open mouth of dark tunnel with no idea where I'm going to arrive when I come out on the other side.

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