I'd like to say, I'm back in the saddle -- playing the field and feeling powerful and great about it. Instead, after my first noteworthy date in 7 years, I think, "I must not be very good at this."
I mean, I think I bored the guy. Me -- all the intensity and passion and knowledge and heart. He didn't seem to be interested in me and I'm not sure how to process that.
Who am I if not the highly noticeable, voted most like to attract attention, vision of well-rounded female personalities? How can that man -- who, by the way, was so unbelievably handsome and kind and normal -- not be attracted to me?
One date and I already feel drained by the process. I think I've fallen off the saddle and I'm not sure if I have the knowledge or talent to get back up.
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